Wrong place wrong time

I ended up in the place where you died today. It was a total mistake, your uncle felt so badly. We were pulled into a parking lot to figure out directions, all of a sudden my stomach started to knot and I figured out where we were. It was everything within me not to completely fall apart. What this does is really show how much I haven't dealt with it...any of it. I don't know if I ever will. Just know that I loved you and I wanted you...

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Confused

I am feeling very confused right now...even like I'm wandering.  We have gotten off kilter somewhere and I am struggling to find the event that coincided with it.  So where do we go from here...I sure don't know.  I do know that it seems we are on different wave lengths.  Maybe that is because our realities are different...we have our own eyes so we see things our own way.  I just don't know how to get things back on track...I can tell you when they derailed but I can't tell you how to restart.