Have you ever met someone that is a vacuum? Someone who sucks the life right out of you? I guess it doesn't have to be a person, it could be a life sucking situation.
One of my biggest faults is not being able to let go of things. I let them settle in and haunt me. That is apparently what I have done once again. I am holding on to the situation and in turn harbouring unforgivness. Well what I find out today is, that evidently is what this particular life sucker is counting on...one of us holding on to the situation so she can once again suck the life out of us all. I was told today not to be the cell that she latches onto. By holding on to unforgivness then there is a very good chance I could be that. I refuse to be that. I refuse to be the cell the cancer latches on to!
I guess it's time to build my God shelf, because this situation and another are two that I will never understand or get past without divine help. So here I am...gonna build myself a shelf and lay it there for the Lord to clean off...then I'm gonna build a bridge and leave it on the other side. I don't expect it to be easy, you can't build a bridge or a shelf without a little sweat.
There is a song that says you can't run carrying suitcases, so God here are my suitcases...I am ready to take off without them.
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